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yay (: retail therapy works wonder. no wonder its a therapy (: school is fei today. half bio lecture was scolding :/ whole chem tutorial was i-dunno-what-happened. and erps, GP... stood whole 3 hours taking video. like omgly suan. sneaked up to control room to sleep during the tea break (: and my jackie stinks, thanks to somebody called jonathan. :/ loads of work to be biaed out, and applying PDL tmr :/ wait damn hell long!
during today's bio tutorial: tutor: ok class, we shall do a summary of the topic,anybody has any questions to ask? passerby A: blah blah passerby B: blah blah qiuhan: blah blah tutor: ok. so since you all look like you only got these three questions,then you can answer your friend's questions... lets start from this one(qiuhan's question) .... ..... ...... tutor: ok, let me see.(peek at namelist)guangyi, can you answer to her question? roarrr. sorry for laughing so freaking loud, but i cun help it. (: haha!
okie dukie. i owe a hell lot of homework now. :/ afternoon nap turned out to be a long sleep ): shall sleep late and become a zombie tmr.
oh yay (: becek jiaqiang is going to kill me, so will ren ls. but bowling is <3 and pool is still a messing around (: i wonder what will happen to me tomorrow. CHEM lab, CLL, PW, BIO(oh bio!) GSC i wonder who will be our bio teacher.
鱼对水说你看不见我的眼泪,因为我在水里; 水说我能感觉到,因为你在我心里。 kungfu panda for bedtime story, no movie. sleep sleep sleep. sleeping my life away (: should do something constructive, like... e learning. ya right. pinky hurts from meddling with violin. mama say go back china during dec hols to learn, imagine one whole month with fingers stuck on the violin, erps. my fingers will 烂 diao.
hello hello i am super sorry qiuhan. :( and and sorry for not being able to host you well, bored you to death :( erps. so we went to watch ice age 3 again, so cute! (: now i like the baby dinosaurs too (: and where is kaizhi :(
i think violin is so fun to meddle with! (: though it still sound like 锯木头。 e learning is so fei. and qiuhan is so bushuang with my bio again. haha.
huh?! where the hell is the e-learning. :/ xinying woke me up and grawr. i am in a super archooy mood. erps. apparently i dunno what to do with math, internet is slow until i wnat die alr, for PE elearning: i go play bowling buddies on facebook. yay yay.. i cun wait for somebody and somebody's DARLING to come over.
是我笨蛋, 是我软弱, 是我卑微, 是我没用。 连反驳的勇气, 连保护自己的力量都没有。 要坚强,不能软弱。
真爱是不能被放弃的, 能放弃的就不是真爱...... -- 王子变青蛙 女孩子的眼泪很珍贵耶, 不要轻易让别人看见哦。 --东方茱丽叶 在爱情面前,每个人都变得脆弱。 --东方茱丽叶 真相往往只有一个! 而事实往往都会被掩埋...... --花样少年少女 只要你肯努力, 就能成为天上最闪亮的那颗星星! --真命天女 只要笑一笑, 没什麽事情过不了 --微笑pasta Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, that is why it is called Present. --功夫熊猫 사랑하면 아플꺼다 (如果爱上的话,会心痛的) -- my girl 다른 남자 부르면서 울거면 나한테 이쁘지나 말던지 (既然为了别人男人哭,就不该在我面前展现你的美丽啊) -- my girl 매운걸 안맵다고 우기는 것처럼 사랑도 아니라고 우길 수 있을까? (就像辣也不说辣那样,爱了也可以装作不爱吗?) -- my girl
没有原因,心情跌入谷底。 今天的快乐,用完了。
oh yay (: FTT was like so super easy :/ wasted 3 whole solid hours doing practices. so silly. and 3 more months i can drive lo XD ern, bowling and pool (: yay, i own bowling. pinky balls are so pretty yay, i own pool too. white balls flying all over off the floor too (: haha!
失去已久的快乐, 又回来了。 没有理由, 只是觉得快乐。 (: 或许, 那真的不该是我在的地方, 那真的不该是我相处的人。 一个不属于自己的地方, 要多努力才能使自己快乐起来。 或许会很难很难吧。
erps. it feels like maybe 5 in the arfternoon now coz i woke up at like 5 today? :D shouldnt sleep too late le. 一双 闪着泪光的眼睛 要多努力才能把雨看成星星 握住我手 但别给我同情 执着的人要从倔强 寻找勇气
haha, the music is so loud that i cun hear a single thing :/ and there is no subtitles. erps... my 海豚湾恋人 is screwed. :/
眼睛不是用来哭的。 why is 海豚湾恋人 so touching. wth. rawr. crying non stop :/ i think i siao alr.
oops. fell asleep at the wrongest time :/ public speaking course. :/ totally screwed. din prepare properly. so yeah. duck tour was so fun (: but the weather was so hot that i fell aslepp :/ but quack. quack. <3 went bowling with monkey and his friend and his friend's friend. haha (: though most of the time i dunno what they talking, but oh well. they are bunch of super fun loving ppl (: <3 卡侬
或许没有任何期待, 就不会有任何失望。 明知道答案是什么, 但心中还是 会有那么点的期待。 但还是。。。 一次又一次, 拿起了又放下, 放下了又拿起。。。
yay! yay! yay! over over over! BIO totally din udnerstand org of euk genome. so essay was 2 line per page (: its so cool to see the rows beside you, handing down blank pieces paper as well :p and mr poh is not taking us le, i admit i did teared. but oh well. 人有悲欢离合。 just hope the his new class will treat him better (: haha, suddenly remembered how badly i cried, when weewee was leaving :/ i think my tear gland is training well. ern, went to watch ice age with qiuhan, and oh my tian, the baby elephant and dinasours are so cute! (: shall stop watching dinasours, before i start dreaming of them. 孤独是一个人的狂欢, 狂欢是一群人的寂寞。 即使身边有一帮的朋友, 还是会觉得寂寞, 还是会觉得空虚吧。
被空虚笼罩的日子, 被无奈吞噬的灵魂, 要多少爱, 多少感情, 才能弥补呢?
there was this freaking huge cockroach flying no, maybe not flying, just crawling around, ytd on the wall. it was freaking huge, i swear. but it disappeared. somehow. to i duno where either. that's kinda freaky \ coz it might just land on your head the next momment. :/ but nope. i din see it again the whole night. until 130. was watching 海豚湾恋人. oopsy, i din mean to do it, but i found it somewhere. couldnt resist the temptation :( 都两个月了。 渐渐地感受到了彼此心中的小恶魔, 或许因为给了太多, 或许因为期待太多, 或许因为从未真正了解过彼此。 i want pink colour fish from fishtank! (: qiuhan says: the original version: i(refering to herself) am the bestest and she(still refering to herself) is the bestest, and i(still herself) am falling in love with her(herself) alr, but i(qiuhan) am straight, so how ar? (the self-declared greatest)changed to: i(refering to herself) am the bestest and she(refering to yanjie's thoughts) is the bestest, and i(still yanjie) am falling in love with her(herself) alr, but i(yanjie) am straight, so how ar? i think she needs to improve on her pronoun you see (: (hint hint to mr lo)
渐渐习惯着压抑对你的思念。 有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心 日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
太美的承诺因为太年轻 但亲爱的那并不是爱情 就像是精灵住错了森林 那爱情错的很透明
就像来不及许愿的流星 再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
不是谁的错, 不是谁对不起谁, 只是要学着接受, 学着适应。 谁对谁的依赖, 或许都是不应该的。 谁对谁的亏欠, 或许也都不会有的。 谁对谁错, 或许全都没答案的。 最终, 谁也不会对不起谁。 因为谁都不可能对得起谁。
MATH i konw i am screwed. so its alright. shall not screw bio. ern, but that will depend hugely on my superb crapping skills :) i think i am so gonna get scolded by somebody. but oh well, get a life before i get jailed up or something. fri: movie (: sat: workshop, hippo&duck tour (: sun: outing with monkey! (: mon: FTT ): dunno what else. tue: playE-learning ): wed: playE-learning ): oh come my house on tue or wed! then we can play and e-learn together. bake cookie! watch movie!pop popcorn!yesh yesh? :D
CHEM i am glad that i managed to crap out something for everything, at least. :) though everybody say GG. i thought crapping was fun :D GSC compo was alright. first time thinking so hard. was exhausted out that i couldnt do compre le then just answered those can copy one. haha. i thought i rmb seeing word count as 120. :/
以前,我在家里也是个公主呢!-《宫》彩京 一个人寂寞,一个人孤单, 一个人静思,一个人感伤, 一个人自怜,一个人哭泣。 雨后的城市 寂寞又狼狈 路边的座位 它空着在等谁我拉住时间 它却不理会 有没有别人 跟我一样很想被安慰风 停了又吹 我忽然想起谁天 亮了又黑 我过了好几岁 心 暖了又灰 世界 有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类爱 收了又给 我们都不太完美 梦 作了又碎 我们有几次机会 去追 不晓得为什么爱 又稀少又昂贵 云在半空中 被微风剪碎 回忆也许美 可是正在飞走对不对 啦啦... 天 亮了又黑 我过了好几岁
i dunno why i am here but i am just so not in the mood to study. i want this to be over immediately. :) Cheryl makes studying in Melbourne sound so easy :) but oh well, everybody has got their own style of mugging, and too bad, mine is call: i-shall-mug- tmr-or-wait-maybe-after-exams-bah so i am gonna mug after exams. like as if. and so i also dunno how i got into HC, but yay, i am in. :) and creating hell lot of trouble for my poor teachers. i dunno why i am crapping on and on, but i am still rather emo but over dunno what either.
so insomnia for the first time. dunno what time i fell asleep. your voice kept repeating on and on, and i just cun stop thinking about it. but well, its still good to have you here, and woots, i feel so proud of you :) (for surviving through it) 过去就让它过去吧。 CLL stoned for one hour, drawing bunnies, random faces, copying tangshi. and then i realize that all i crapped was wrong. haha! din study actually, and overslept today. 648am! was omgly late. intended to mug at 6 in school. haha! i am fated to fail la. and sheesh, i was still thinking about it during the exam. emoed and stoned.
得到些什么,就会失去些什么。 还是 失去些什么,就会得到些什么? 如果真的有个橡皮擦 能够擦掉过去所有的一切, 我愿意为你找出这东东。 如果真的有颗星星, 能够实现所有的愿望, 我愿意用那唯一的机会, 还给你那属于你的快乐。 有时候难过生气 你总有办法逗我开心 依然清晰回忆里 那些曾经有笑有泪的光阴 我们的生命先后顺序在同个温室里 也是存在在这个世界唯一的唯一 未来的每一步一脚印 踏着彼此梦想前进 路上偶尔风吹雨淋 也要握紧你的手心 未来的每一步一脚印 相知相惜相依为命 别忘记之间的约定 我会永远在你身边陪着你! 现在我唱的这首歌曲 给我最亲爱的弟弟 在我未来生命之旅 要和你同手同脚同走下去
 只要天上还有星星, 我就会勇敢地走下去。
我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋 感谢你让我想个清楚 我不需要谁温柔安抚 请放心 我很快能恢复 不准哭 我不要装可怜无辜 放心
I'm OK Go Away 忍住我的泪 learn to love yourself more. learn to be more confident. learn to stand up tall and strong, so that nobody can push you down. nobody. not even yourself :)
GP things always feel good after it has ended, so i shall not care. :) essay was crap, compre was more of lit, AQ was half done, din intend to do, but since got time then do lor :D having headache now, feel quite nauseous. i dunno what i ate either. :(
wahh. everybody so guai mugging. no mails spammed by facebook :) i sian diao.
phew. it was chaotic! every 5 step i take i will bump into a kid. :) but it was fun! :D 22 board games is insane. and i dun like snorta! :( moo-mooy is so gonna sleep. so jonny has got my phone for half a day :) and its still not here yet, smart me went throwing my earpiece into the washing machine, i wonder if i will get electricuted :/ GP tomorrow and i am so not in the mood to study. dreamt a lot of funny things again.
bunny! bunny! bunny! i am still emoing over bunny :( ern, went pop to buy stuff. giant to get groceries for tmr. and YAY! i finally got it! :) after so many attempts! yuhoo! i am SOO finally done with it, omg. the whole hols. :/ ern, so tmr will be a crazy day, with 12 kids, 4 adults. buzzing around at home. :/ and good news, we are cooking dinner tomorrow. :) and bad news, i am part of the we. :( and better news, i am so gonna be deprived of studying time. and the bestest news, i have given up on mugging for BT. i am SO gonna fail. sheesh. fed up alr.
    i want bunny! :D i want bunny! :) i want bunny! :/ i want bunny! :( i want bunny! :C i want bunny! :'( i want bunny! owwww...
congrats to my dear friends :) 一个人看的日落, 还是会一样的漂亮。 一个人走的沙滩, 还是会一样的柔软。 一个人睡的床, 还是会一样的舒服。 一个人看的电影, 还是会一样的精彩。 一个人走的人生, 还是会一样的多姿多彩。 一个人睡的梦, 还是会一样的美好。 i hope.
oh wells. i shall start doing proper work now. :) copying is fun. copying bio is more fun. :) oops, mr p must be so sad to see this. i dreamt of rabbits. i think i am going insane thinking of rabbits. i really really want :) but i dunno if i will really have the time to take care of them. :(
i want a bunny! <3 totally dun have mood to study today. should have gone to ecp to emo instead. :/
我想再这样emo下去, 很快就得去看看心理医生了。
有时候还是会想念你, 都快十年了。 原来一点都不在乎, 但现在却又有些眷恋, 有些不舍。 不知道为什么, 半年前的决定, 慢慢地感到了后果。 但从来都不在一起的, 又怎么会突然会想起呢? 理智的决定, 感情的创伤。 做出了的决定, 又无奈了。。。
ahahaha. well done. so i went to school for nothing. :/ feeling freaking emo now. i dunno why either. tsk.
oh oh. fiona is quarenteened :/ i dunno what to do now. and i dun feel that well either. shit.
EMO KID. 7654321... now that i have emptied my happiness bucket, i am feeling like shit now. anyways, shall recall as much as possible... was late for pp mac :p i thought fiona cant wake up le, heh. sorry! pp mac. breakfast. talk crap. kfc. 2 piece and was still hungry :/ stone a while did abit of chem (see qiuhan!) talk crap dao huay shop <3 spider web macs :) home! ran to the bus stop like as if running away from tsunami, no, mama was on the bus :/ and she was one bus stop away, and i was half busstop away. :( fixed the fan, seem like it cun work want to sleep mr lo wants to see me tmr :/ sianz... and dear qiuhan is on cloud 10 now.
weewee: every body is good at something, definitely. <3 i totally teared.
i really dunno how it work. anyways, uncle just dieded from gym. i bet he cun get down the bed properly tomorrow morning. haha! i shall go down and get some tiger balm. :) ern, another emo day. i really miss weewee, cedar, ecp, bear bear. and god, pooh did a great job drying up my tears! :) he is so efficient. haha, but its not made from cotton though :/ mama says that cotton absorbs water bestest :D all wells, wasabi, bear bear, pooh. <3 <3 <3 are the bestest friends :)
yay! i totally <3 weewee :) nope, nope.i am straight :D but yeah, it was a really good talk. :) and a much more heavy one. a lot more of maturity in it. she said so though. but how much difference can a year make. :/ maybe quite a lot.. especially now. went to ecp after coming out from cedar, since 13 came and i was kinda reluctant to go home. and my friend isnt going to the west either. and quoting from jon: nobody in the right mind will go to east coast park, for fun, alone. but why not? ecp is such a nice place. and fine, i am in my left mind, emo kids go there alone. its good to have some time to yourself and to just not think of anything at all. but too bad, it din last long. before the world interrupted. :/ lunch, stone, came back home. and going out later to stone again, then dinner and back here to sleep! :( my monday is wasted just like this. oh mann...
yay! new bedsheets! pink! <3 ok, dishwasher is back. its tough being a dishwasher, seriously. i pity those who work at kopitiam now. :( ern, but come to think of it, they dun really care if its really clean or not. ha. so that is a different story altogether. i am sweating like mad despite the cold air. :/ k, time to help jon change bedsheet. bath and sleep! :)
sleeping is the bestest thing to do on earth. :) but waking up to realize that its dark outside, and you have just slept through the day.... :/ yesh! i am so gonna see weewee tomorrw! yuhooo! anybody want to come along?! and i do miss somebody. :( and dinner tonight is soo greatestest. coz i dun need to touch a single pan or wok! thank you mama and auntie! :) and HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! now quickly go hug your dad la!
 breakfast :)
sleep sleep sleep. stone stone stone. slack slack slack. why all start with s?! shit shit shit. archoo... somebody misses me :) it still hurts but lots better now :D
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